Alliah Harmon // I Was High, Financially Reckless, and Spiritually Empty…How God Exposed What I Was Numbing

This episode goes deeper than habits—it goes to the heart.

Alliah Harmon shares how weed, reckless spending, and spiritual numbness weren’t the root problem—unforgiveness was.

We talk about conviction, stewardship, and the moment God revealed that healing wouldn’t come through numbing, but through forgiving. We talk about spiritual numbness, discernment, and how addiction doesn’t always look “obvious.” Sometimes it looks like comfort. Sometimes it looks like routine. Sometimes it looks like something you’ve normalized for way too long.

Forgiving people who never apologized.

Forgiving herself.

And forgiving past versions of her that were just trying to survive.

Freedom didn’t come when she tried harder.

It came when she let go.

If you’ve been asking God for deliverance but haven’t dealt with forgiveness yet—this episode might be your confirmation.

🎧 Listen prayerfully.

Because forgiveness isn’t weakness—it’s power.